Thursday, April 29, 2004

kawan, sahabat, friend, buddy, teman

tadi baca blog seorg kawan. pastu berminat dgn her entry titled monolog buat sahabat. tersentuh perasaan aku.. tak tau napa.. tetiba tersedey.. terasa adakah aku merupakan seorang kawan yang baik? seorang teman sejati yg diimpikan setiap insan? teringat zaman persekolahan.. teringat juga zaman foundation.. teringat kepada semua kawan-kawan.. teringat segala kenangan dan pengalaman.. gembira dan sedey tetap dikongsi bersama.. how do we define kawan? ask yourself.. its actually up to individuals.. ada orang define kawan as seseorang yang boleh berkongsi rasa, cerita, tempat meluahkan perasaan, bila sedih diluahkan dan dikongsi bersama, yang berada di samping kita both ketika susah dan senang, and etc.. tapi, perasan tak jarang-jarang sekali seorang kawan berkongsi kegembiraan (contoh nya dapat result cemerlang) dengan kawan yang lain. they will rather tend to tell and share with their family dulu instead. ermm, apa makna seorang kawan bagi saya? ermm.. kalau kamu rasa kamu kawan saya, hah itu la makna seorang kawan bagi saya.. kalau tak faham, tak per.. nanti satu hari sure kamu faham.. below i attach a lyric lagu Kawan by UNIC. sangat comel la lagu ni.. lyric pon comel.. baca yerr..


U.N.I.C - Kawan

Kawan.. bertahun kita bersama
Bagai semalam baru bersua

Kawan.. di hadapan oh indahnya
Kita bersama berkelana

Namun kita jauh di dunia sendiri
Bekalan sendiri, Impian sendiri
Meski pun jauh namun
Kita tetap bersama
Dek ruang yang memisahkan kita


Kawan.. hidup ini umpama langit
Yang tidak selalu cerah
Kawan.. hidup ini umpama awan
Yang tidak selalu putih

Ingatlah, bintang-bintang di langit
Takkan terus berkelipan
Ingatlah, pelangi yang indah
Pasti akan hilang

Kawan.. jangan biarkan dirimu
Seperti rama-rama
Cantik namun akhirnya
Menjadi perhiasan di dinding

Kawan.. jangan biarkan dirimu
Umpama lipan dan kala
Berbisa namun akhirnya
Menjadi perhiasan dimeja tulis

Oh kawan jadilah seperti si matahari
Membakar diri demi insan sejagat
Oh kawan jadilah seperti bulan purnama
Menerangi malam yang gelap gelita
Menunjukkan jalan demi umat semesta


kalau langit dan awan pon tak sentiasa putih dan cerah, ini apatah lagi manusia. jadi, kepada kawan-kawan semua yg menyayangi kawan2, mari la kita sentiasa maafkan kawan kita kalau kawan kita tersalah kata, terkasar bahasa, terpukul, terpekik, termerajuk.. maafkan la mereka ok. let us forgive and forget. Wallahua'lam..

buat kawan-kawan brissy ku (ex, senior, junior), there's no other word to describe how thankful am i having you guys around except GRATEFUL. Thank you so much for the friendship. may Allah bless all of you and grant you in akhirat kelak, Insya Allah.



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momento and tribute buat kawan sekolah menengah..



pic was taken during my 20th birthday celebration this year. kehadiran was unexpected where 1/3 of my batch turned out that night (jumlah yg agak memberangsangkan for a gathering). love ya guyss..




froggies_9701: at times, i really miss the moment we had throughout the years. five years being in college will be one of the most valuable moment i've had in my life. hey friends, whatever you are, wherever you are, earn them! stay precious, stay you!! you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey, you never know dear, how much i love you all, please don't take, my sunshine away..
<---thoroughbred 9701--->

Monday, April 26, 2004

sempena ANZAC day


nah, buat tatapan semua.. ni special edition nyer pose ni.. bkn slalu leh dapat. hehe. actually, gamba ni was taken lebey kurang one month ago masa skirmish under MSAQUT. ada gaya askar anzac tak?



front left: nadia, aishah, kak zila
back left: rashma (not sure the spelling), mastura, zehan, mynn, salwa, kak su, kak kay

Sunday, April 25, 2004

its fazz's bday!!


wuhhooo, another person has joined the club. selamat hari jadi ke-20 kepada miss Nurfazlina Ismail or known as comey. we celebrated fazz's bday during usrah last nite together with masturas (both). and we've also done a BIG suprise to fazz last nite. memula ingat nak campak air or baling telur tapi tak sampai hati. kui kui kui.. to know more about it pls visit her blog. and today, we've been wandering around almost half of the day at the city and south bank. though most of the shops closed, its still a great day out nway. fazz gave us a birthday treat which was lunch at city wok! (dah lama tak makan situ..) thanks for the treat comey! and thanks for the layanan special from huda whose been working at city wok today.

lastly, to comey: stay comey, semoga panjang umur dan diberkati hidup mu.. amin...




at south bank..

Saturday, April 24, 2004

someone i adore so much~!


suatu ketika dahulu:

anak: ayah, tu tanda fuel warning dah tunjuk tu. bila ayah nak isi minyak ni? nanti kereta berhenti tgh jalan.. takutt..
ayah: jgn risau, cukup lagi minyak ni. nanti kita stop kat mana2 station minyak PETRONAS pertama kita jumpa ok.
anak: ayah takmau isi kat tempat lain ker, bkn sama jer ker minyak ni?
ayah: i am a loyal PETRONAS employee. whatever will happen, i am still going to search for a PETRONAS station to fill up my tank.

(sang anak mengangguk2 buat2 faham)

sekarang:

anak: ayah, tanda fuel warning dah kuar tu. kena isi minyak ni..
ayah: ok, bagitau ayah if ada tanda station minyak PETRONAS berdekatan. boleh la hampa nak gi beli papa kat kedai mesra tu.
anak: ermm, since dulu lagi kita wonder kenapa ayah tak pernah isi minyak kat tempat lain kecuali PETRONAS. kenapa ek?
ayah: ok, ayah sekarang berkhidmat untuk PETRONAS, iaitu salah satu drpd sebilangan kecil syarikat owned by melayu. 1st reason, kalau bukan kita yang nak memajukan melayu, siapa lagi? to go specific, syarikat2 minyak lain kebanyakkan nya owned by non-muslim (american, british). kita nak mengkayakan derg ker? kenapa kita tak nak memajukan syarikat kita? 2nd reason: salah satu element yg sepatutnya tertanam dalam diri setiap pekerja employed by PETRONAS is loyalty. to be such a good employee, kita kene la loyal kepada company. walau apa pon terjadi, ayah memang akan cuba sedaya upaya isi minyak kat station PETRONAS jugak. buat apa kita bekerja suku abad dengan mereka tapi not being loyal? employee apa kah itu?

(sang anak baru la faham..)

:::cerita di atas adalah kisah benar, cuma telah ditulis dlm version berlainan. ia diceritakan sebagai salah satu contoh to become a loyal person. tp, itu hanya lah contoh loyal to a company or corporation:::


kepada rakan-rakan ku including PETRONAS scholars, di harap cerita di atas dapat memberi sedikit manfaat at least kat kita. as we all know, loyalty is one of PETRONAS's shared values. so, bila korg dah kena kerja ngan PETRONAS nanti, be loyal la. kalau nak loyal to a company we gonna serve pon susah, macam mana plak kita nak loyal to our agama? please think about it.. kita usaha la sesama untuk menjadi seorang yg loyal.. kepada keluarga, suami (bakal), bangsa, negara. dan yg paling penting sekali, jadi la loyal kepada agama kita Islam, dan pencipta kita Allah swt.





ayah, i wish you all the best in your life. semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati rezeki dan usaha ayah.semoga Allah pour you with happiness, dunia dan akhirat. semoga Allah sentiasa memberi sifat loyal tu kat ayah. u've been loyal to Him, im sure He will reward you Insya Allah. amin..

Thursday, April 22, 2004


otak cam separuh kering

alhamdulillah, leganya aku dah abis segala hempas pulas sepjg this week ngan berakhirnya in-tute quiz intro to micro econ and mid sem intro to management ptg semalam. tapi, ia bkn nya berakhir di sini. perjuangan masih panjang. a huge gigantic (ni sumer influenced by treasure hunt aritu) assignment is coming up. tapi mlm ni mmg aku nak rehat. otak aku mmg hampir kering semlm. right after exam kat steele building tu, masa aku nak keluar hantar answer sheet kat depan, aku terlanggar kerusi kat dpn and aku jalan terhoyong hayang cam orang gila. mata aku tetiba kelam. nasib baik tak pengsan ke ape. kluar jer terus ter bumped into huda n najwa yg berjaya menceriakan kembali keadaan aku. actually, apa aku nak ckp is itu la citer di sebalik ke'tidak-bagusan-emosi' aku arini. kalau aku buat sesiapa terasa, im really really sorry tau..


here i've got another new template curik from blogskins. but, im still stuck with pink la (nak buat camne aishah, pink kan lawarrrr). hehe. tapi as long as tak se-shocking pink dulu la kan. occay, seems like takda menda nak blog dah ni, i'll catcha later. toodles.

Monday, April 19, 2004

ke arah mencari haluan tuju hidup...

im nervous, im scared.
what am i afraid of?
or... am i actually feel so inferior?
yes, i think thats it.
i am feeling so down. so inferior of myself.
but, i have to proceed. if not, i failed.
come on salwa..
apa masalah blogger ni??? satu, other bloggy's latest entries cannot be read by me. dua, my entry has been deleted but its been shown. tiga, i've typed a new one lama dah but its just appear now on my screen. ish ish. sabar...

:::belated birthday wishes:::
Mastura, Room 182 Lockley- 6 April
Eetch, Kolej Mara Banting, Malaysia - 7 April
Atiey, Perak, Malaysia - 7 April
Lin Ghani, Inti College, Malaysia - 15 April

Friday, April 16, 2004

Autumn Gathering, Midginbill Hill


starting from Monday, 12th April till wednesday afternoon, i've had a camping with 25 other peserta yang melalui hari hari yg penuh ilmu, cabaran and fun dan it was ended up with satu pengalaman, satu memori, satu kenangan, satu tanda persahabatan, satu bukti ukhuwah sejati.. jika ingin disampaikan melalui perkataan, 18 hari pon tak cukup i think. it was a 3-days camping packed with activities that were really organized, meaningful, well-structured. i am so proud of all ahli ahli biro program that has been asked to plan the schedule and they did reallly well. i want to take this special moment to congratulate semua yg terlibat, kak su and syahrom, ketua ketua biro dan ahli2 esp biro program yg worked very hard, struggled to make sure things get done well (its great guys), biro makanan - (makcik2 dining hall), biro logistik (Sorry, aku ditarik oleh huda). its the first program organised by brissies and alhamdulillah kita berjaya. pape pon, theres still rooms for improvement ayy.

conclusion: aku taktau camna nak cite panjang panjang, but i really enjoyed and make the most of it. not only having fun, but learnt something important and significant in our lives. finally, highway is the best!!!!

Sunday, April 04, 2004

goes to everyone especially denise: It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.
- quoted by Samuel Butler


hottie gurl =p


aku baru je abis makan 'pengat durian' keluaran UQMSA during Durian Nite semalam. rabbit bagi aku satu yg extra2 tu. it was so tasty sampai aku jilat jari. (visit rabbit's for more info) so rite now, aku tetiba terasa sangat panas sbb durian yg aku mkn tu. dengan adanya heater terpasang kat bilik aku ni, betambah lagi la ke'panas'an aku skrg. dengan ketiadaan tingkap kat bilik aku ni lagi la memanaskan aku, and air-cond yg dengan sengaja di switched off kan gandakan lagi la panas ni. and aku skrg tengah berusaha tgh nak siapkan online quiz yg dipanas-panaskan as a straight forward one, tp complicated jugak maa. and esok ada tutorial yg sememangnya panas dengan latest issues regarding management (nasib baik aku suke tute ni, very interesting). and tak lupa jugak i have two mid sem exams, on tuesday and wednesday yg aku jangka soalan2 sume panas2. semua nya memanaskan aku lagi skrg ni yg memang panas!!! cam nak demam jer.. terasa nak jumpa doctor la skrg ni.. calling for doctor.. nak doc nak doc..

:::tolong doakan aku sejuk sejuk ek termasuk la exams aku. korg la rakan yang disayangi dunia dan akhirat.. amin~



:::birthday wish:::
tomsyss in Upsi, Perak, Malaysia

Saturday, April 03, 2004

v.e.r.s.a.t.i.l.e

such a keramat word. fazz, ili, mynn, rabbit and myself were once had spent for hours just to get acrossed this boombastic word. and finally, ili was the first who got it. wats up with versatile? the oxford dictionary clarifies it as able to do, or be used for many different things. while the microsoft word explains it as all-around, multitalented, flexible. at first, i would like to relate this 'versatile' wordy to being a perfect human. but, it seems not. coz none of dictionaries interpret that. well, its the fact that nothing and no one is perfect in the entire world. thus, can i be versatile if not perfect?
occay, at last i have fixed the background. susah and leceh, ntah pape la. padan muka lebah tu, kecik jer kat ceruk tu.. muahahahaha, aku rase aku tgh giler.. aku giler sbb aku bersama ili dan denise yang tgh giler skrg ni.. mereka tgh giler tahap gaban sampai aku tetibe rasa aku giler. tapi, kenapa aku tak segiler derg? aku rase aku ni giler sbb aku tak segiler derg. tolong la giler kan aku sbb aku rase aku nak giler jugak macam korg giler. bila aku boleh jadik giler macam korg ni? giler la aku ni yang sememangnya giler. salwa giler gell gilerrrrr..

Friday, April 02, 2004

sesal dulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tak berguna

uwaaa, baru ku sedar dan perasan bahawa gigi ku dah jongang balik.. bukan tu jer, dah senget benget balik. gigi bawah aku dah tak sestraight dulu. tu la, sapa suruh pemalas pakai retainer. aiiishhh, kenapa la retainer tu kene bukak2, kan dah malas nak pakai. bak kata kak liza (seorg student dentistry - a dentist already actually)

kak liza : "tengok gigi salwa ni memang obvious sangat salwa penah pakai braces ek dulu?

aku: ah ah, mmg kak liza ni terror..

kak liza menjawab: tapi ni mesti salwa tak pakai retainer ek? sbb nampak gigi salwa dah tak tersusun kat bahagian bawah. gigi kita ni selepas je pakai braces, ia masih tak kukuh, jaw kita masih boleh bergerak-gerak. itu la kene pakai retainer supaya gigi tu tak lari balik macam asal (jongang ler ni)".

pastu aku tanye balik kat die : "so, apa perlu dilakukan? boleh tak kalau nak sambung jer pakai retainer balik (sambil berpikir - gile lame aku stop pakai retainer)?".

then, kak liza memberi jawapan yg sedikit sebyk menyesalkan aku : "kalau kes camni dah tak leh nak cover guna retainer jer. kene mula from scratch balik. it means kene pakai braces balik laa".

::: aku pon terbayang-bayang saat-saat masa nak mula mula pakai braces. nampak nya, kene la aku lalui balik saat-saat tu which took me 3 years to wait until i am allowed to use retainer. uwaaa, tapi this time hopefully tak la lama sangat. nanti tak boleh makan chewing gum dah. (chet, macam la aku ikut sgt ckp orthodontist aku dulu) tapi, comel gak kan kalau pakai braces balik. cuba tengok rakan kita cik fazz n najwa. ok jer derg. hehehe. aku kene pikir ni bila la aku nak pakai balik braces. masa keje kot probably (konon nak guna duit sendiri la. heh)

::: bottom line: sesapa yg rajin tolong sepak kan pipi aku. sapa soh malas sangat dulu. kan dah jadik camni. kesian orthodontist aku dulu ( Miss Gan yang garang rase nyer nama die), penat jer die.. aku pon penat gak per.. uwaaaaa..
::: i am happy for you and upset for myself at the same time... hey, anywayz, congratulations and happy ever after!

Thursday, April 01, 2004

best snap of the day




this pic was taken from the top of Mount Cootha by one of the guys last week. i really really love this moment, the moment when the sun is starting to rise skit demi skit. satu dalam seribu kali baru ada kesempatan macam ni to see how great ciptaan Allah is.