Sunday, February 26, 2006

Many Thanks

Salam everyone, I was so happy.Eventhough yesterday was hectic for me ( a lot of last minute things to settle), I managed to join a small Az-Zahra plus Kimah gathering planned by Fazz. Rabbit was supposed to be with us, but takdir tak menentukannya utk datang. It's ok, ada hikmahnya. Many many thanks to Fazz for your Az-Zahra's piece of art, I will bring it as a frame to Bintulu Insya Allah. Can't believe that within 3 days, I'll be flying again, but a bit nearer compared to Oz. Maybe, this will be last entry before I off to Bintulu.

A few weeks ago, alhamdulillah at last, I managed to meet my tkc close friends except one/two people. Thank you for your continuous support towards my everything. I really2 appreciate you girls!

Till then, wassalam.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

What We Call As Rezeki


Assalamualaikum dear my blog readers,

Updates?
I know it's been a while sgt2 since I last update my blog. Sorry to some of u, especially Denise, to keep u waiting for my updates. Life in negara sendiri is far far far challenging compared to in OZ. Banyak sgt2 perkara mungkar happened right in front of eyes, sadly di kalangan bangsa sendiri, or lagi lagi sedih, di kalangan orang Islam sendiri. Tapi, we can't give up, teruskan usaha2 membentuk individu Muslim yang baik, dan di samping tu, menghalang diri sendiri utk ditarbiyah dgn anasir2 jahat juga. Ish, saya cakap betul, bahaya sgt2 kalau balik Malaysia ni, tak buat apa or being alone. Cepat sgt boleh leka, entertainment je keliling kita, mmg boleh melalaikan. But, alhamdulillah, Allah kurniakan kekuatan utk saya.

Masalah umat?
Kita anak sulung, of course menjd harapan family. Pelbagai dugaan saya hadapi sebaik saja pulang ke sini. Alhamdulillah syukur, ayah dan mak dah paham ttg matlamat dan keinginan saya, mereka tiada halang utk saya teruskan apa yg saya nak buat. Cuma, dugaan lebih kuat dtg bila salah seorg adik saya turut mengalami masalah sosial or akhlak or maybe more serious than that if I would say. This is not our family's problem, but this is society's problem. Masalah umat yg sgt2 serius sedang berlaku dlm negara kita. Just imagine, they are just in high school, tapi diorg terdedah dgn a lot of unexpected activities kat luar sana. This is what's happening in this so called 'negara maju 2020'. I believe, Malaysia mampu mencapai status tu, tapi mcm mana dengan masyarakat, remaja yang bakal jd future leaders. Negara maju, masyarakat hancur? Skrg ni, i'm in the process to slowly membentuk adik dan kawan-kawannya. And I preach to everyone, especially pemuda pemudi, please think of this masalah umat, and sama-sama lah kita berusaha, sekurang-kurangnya berdoa. Jzkk.

Dear friends,

Kerja?
Alhamdulillah, I've got a job with Petronas already. I'll start work on 1st March officially. Thank you for all the wishes, really2 appreciate that. :) Today, just wanna share with everyone, I was only an average student at university before. My overall result was average. I now own a degree in Accounting (3 years course without honours program). Compared to some other students, ada yang dapat 1st Class Honours, ada yang Dean's List every semester etc. Some people might think, it's unfair for me to get a job earlier than anyone else. Saya pun tak tau on what reason, MLNG (petronas subsidiary that im going to work with) ambil saya bekerja, mungkin interview result, mungkin details in my CV, mungkin result saya, mungkin atas dasar just cekup je sesapa, nak kata network, my dad pon tak kenal anyone there, mungkin rupa paras (well, this happen in reality) I have no idea. BUT, I believe, this is what we call as rezeki. Rezeki dan dugaan Allah kurniakan lain-lain. Ada orang, dia cemerlang kat uni, tu rezeki dia berkat hasil usaha dia dan kehendak Allah. Ada orang, ditimpa dugaan besar dalam family or studies. While for me, rezeki dan dugaan juga buat saya, Allah kurniakan saya kerja agak awal berbanding yg lain, di satu kawasan rural, at Bintulu Sarawak. Saya sangat bersyukur for what Allah dah aturkan. Walau terpaksa tinggalkan family di sini, walau jauh saya dihantar, namun saya pasti ini adalah yg terbaik dr Allah. To all my colleagues who have been offered jobs, CONGRATULATIONS! To brissies, Farid, Wan and Huda, congrats! I also knew that Huda just received the offer letter today. We'll be very far apart, Huda. U'll be here, and I am in Bintulu. But, remember, we always in each others' heart. Ikatan hati yg akan dekatkan kita, insya Allah.

To Fazz, don't worry dear. I will always pray what's best for u, while meantime, gunakan masa utk mantapkan diri, dan settlekan problems family if ada.

To Aishah, dugaan akan menguatkan kita, insya Allah. Moga dikurniakan lebih byk rezeki lagi nanti, anak ramai ke. :)

To Ili, Mynn & Najwa, I wish u all the best too! Doa banyak2, kalian dah usaha yg terbaik, pasti akan tiba masanya insya Allah.

I know, this kerja issue ni, mmg boleh memeningkan sometimes. Dahlah takda income, in fact, ada yang lagi pressure bila kena tanya, bila nak start kerja, dah keje dah? napa tak dapat lagi? etc. Cakap kat diorg semua yg bertanya, Sabarlah..

Sabar is the best word. Sabar akan membuahkan kita keimanan and pahala of course. Besides, akan menguatkan kita to face some other challenges. Jadi, bersabarlah..

To Brissies, esp Leen, Den, Mas, Itot, Shazlin, Fatin and of course Aiza n Dila, perjalanan hidup kita masih jauh. Matlamat hidup kita adalah satu, untuk mencari keredhaan Allah. Jadi, gunakan lah masa, tenaga, wang ringgit, dan pengalaman sementara masih di negara orang, untuk bekerja di jalan Nya. Jadikan ia sebagai latihan untuk jalan sebenar bila pulang ke Malaysia nanti. Jangan takut, jangan gentar, be strong and we in Malaysia always pray for all of you. Pray for us too ok? :D Jalan kita tak ditaburi bunga cantik dan harum, mmg sukar dan berlekuk-lekuk, tapi kita kena kuat dan berterusan, kerana kita akan peroleh ganjaran yg priceless di akhirat sana nnt iA.

Wishing all of you selamat berjuang, and lastly, wanna let u know that I miss Brissies, now and ex A LOT fillah. Salam rindu utk K.Asma and anak2.

Take care everyone.