Monday, May 31, 2004




i need a hug!!!!

Friday, May 28, 2004

too much caffeine, too much sleep?

its been ages since i last been to indooropilly. mynn drove us (fazz, ili, rabbit, me) there since its friday nite when it closed at 9 pm. it'd very great to ask some more people to tag along but sorry peeps, the car will only permissible for 5 ppl maximum. whut a strict australia's rule. haha. its good though. ermm, by the way nothing really interests me there eventhough there were heaps bargains. fazz n mynn did grab few tops and bottoms, and me as usual ended up 'cuci mata'. while wandering around, someone had really caught me attention. she's such an eye catcher, something special and significant on her that makes me glance at her more than twice. ahh, i realized, she's just looks like aliah nasreen, my high school mate whom i really miss. she's back home for summer hol right now ( i wish i could meet u aly). then, we spent the rest of the time lepak minum at food court.. while having ice choc from gloria jeans, ili suddenly yelled, 'cam craig david siot!'. all of us just stared at him at the same time.. too bad. die perasan.. but, seriously, he's just soo similar. another clone of craig david but slightly fairer. at the same time, it reminds me on someone else. ermmm.. anyways.. tonite was concluded as great. no more or less; full stop.


trivia: if u had too less sleep.. then ur having a headache, u'll go to sleep. what if u had too much sleep, then ur having a headache.. what are u gonna do?

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

between two friends, i would rather die..


i just couldn't express my feelings to anyone here. but, i admit, i really need a shoulder to lean on now. right now!! what would u do when u are in the middle of two contradictory situations? in one side, there is a good friend whom i might say in a strained situation and confusion, and another side is also a friend who currently trying to get over distractions from her/his life. i'd say both of them repel. but, they are friends who need supports from you certainly. and i know, i will never betray any of them and i am happy to see them happy. both of them! i feel so guilty if im not in the right lane or am i making things worsening? trust me, i always want to see things better. but, its just the fact that being someone in the middle will at least hurt one of the side's feelings. how sure do i know that she or he is happy? am i an angel who sits beside him/her 24/7 and sure that they are happy? nooo, im not. im just a plain and normal human being, whose playing my role as a good friend, i hope. and now, i am in dilemma. which side am i supposed to be, a friend, a friend, or die?


Is it enough to love,
is it enough to breath,
somebody rip my heart out,
And leave me here to bleed,
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life,
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please..


Monday, May 24, 2004

no specific subject

a song dedicated to my beloved friends (u know who u are). one thing to emphasise here, korang semua tak pupus , but korang mungkin jauh.. the song 'pupus' by dewa doesn't suit you really, yet this might be the one. don't worry, life is fair. Allah sudah pon tetapkan our fate and kita kena menerima nya. have faith.. believe in yourself! by the way, i'll always be around as a friend for any love and care needed. well, have a go with those words..


Jauh by Cokelat

Hari kulalui tanpa hadirmu lagi
Kucoba ingkari sepi ini
Mengapa terjadi hancur kau akhiri
Satu kata janji tak kembali

Seribu tanya sesak di dada
Haruskah bimbang meraja
Lelah tepis harapanku
Sendiri mencari bayangmu

Kutunggu dirimu
Selalu kutunggu
Walaupun kutahu
Kau jauh, kutahu kau jauh


Biarlah semua seperti apa adanya
Kuterus mencoba relakannya
Satu yang kuminta, kembalilah padanya
Kutahu di sana ada dia

Kutunggu dirimu
Selalu kutunggu
Walaupun kutahu
Kau jauh, kutahu kau jauh



:::belated birthday wish:::
Ana Yahya, UIA, Malaysia - 22 May

Thursday, May 20, 2004

one beautiful moment had with these nine great people




front left: denise, kimah, ili, kak zila
back left: rabbit, mas, huda, mynn, sarah, salwa


the idea was first brought up by mastura and all of us agreed to have netball as one of the gurls activities here. despite that it required an entry fee of $32.50 each person, it doesn't matter as long as we enter the league and we did put hope to win. starting from mid march (if im not mistaken), we've been practising almost every week(eh, mmg every week kan?), been committed and willing to sacrifice the pleasure of sleeping, worked so hard learning and improving skills, built up stamina, me keep changing positions (flexible konon, hehe) but most of all, we really had fun and it did strengthen the bond between us. we've had 9 matches (correct me if im wrong)and the final match was on last tuesday, 18th may. the result was concluded that.... we lost all games except one which was luckily 'menang tanpa bertanding'. however, we won the spirit, the courage and the strengths shown and possessed by all players and also our devoted supporters. thanx guys and gurls for supporting us. and now, its all over. no more morning practice, no more missed the passing ball, no more 'stepping', no more 'salwa, badan gerak dulu baru letak tangan; jaga orang tu bebetul'. ahhh, i really gonna miss all of you guys having practice n match together. what a sweet memory. lastly, go netball gurls!!!

dipetik dari artikel "sejarah brissy netball team" yang ditulis oleh: si salwa. tapi di sini, pengubahsuaian dilakukan sesuka hati.


:::belated birthday wishes:::
Aishah Hatta, Campus Lodge, UQ - 18 May
Niza Yusof, UTM, Malaysia - 18 May

Monday, May 17, 2004

catching up

its been ages since i last chat with a few of my friends. everyone is having their own and different lives, different priorities, different schedules. penghalang paling utama is different time. eg: australia and the states. so, everytime i have the opportunity to have chats with them, im gonna make the most of it. tanye sume menda, catch up with everything, i'll make sure that im in touch with them. and i really feel good when im done. =) btw, wanna see how time flies so fast? its already the time for those ppl who currently doing preparation such as a-levels sitting for their finals and will fly soon. 18 months berlalu dgn sgt cepat.. now, some of them have been offered pon from universities they applied. congratulations.. sabar yer kawan-kawan, tak lama jer lagi korg akan terbang.. terbang ke dunia yg totally different from aspects of culture and values, dunia yg mungkin lebih seronok, more happening, mungkin juga lebih mencabar, so challenging.. to all my friends who'll be sitting for their BIG exams, im wishing you the very best of luck. specially those dekat KMYS, KMB, Intec, KTJ, Taylors College, and sumer institutions la. not to forget, to kawan2 kat ireland, selamat menempuhi peperiksaan.. Allah sentiasa bersama hamba Nya yg berusaha sambil mengingati Nya.. amin..


:::belated birthday wishes:::
Hussin Ali Idris, me lil bro, cheras, malaysia - 16 May
Hasz, UNITEN, bangi - 13 May

:::16 May - selamat hari guru kepada guru-guru ku semua dulu dan sekarang termasuk lah emak ku yang juga seorg guru. sangat la ku kenang jasamu:::

Saturday, May 15, 2004

diserang insomnia!!

salams.. dua tiga hari ni, aku mmg tido lambat. ada satu hari ni aku tak tido langsung... aku rase aku kene virus 'taklehtido' dah ni. tolong aku... camne ni.. aku susah dah nak tido. aku takut sbb time tido aku tak btul dah. lucky me sume exam aku final ni mmg starts at 11.15 am the earliest. so, hopefully tak la overslept.. tapi pape pon, aku kene gak set time tido aku ni cam dulu. tapi takleh start ngan malam ni la. eh, dah pagi dah. still mata aku segar bugar lagi.. adoooiii...



suddenly, i realized that i miss someone.
i miss the old you, the only you.
it would be very very great if you will be the only you,
it would be much pleasure if only..
i could turn back time.

huhuhu, terjiwang sebentar.. nwayz, aku just put up a pic kat atas profile aku tu. that pic was captured masa sunset kat luar sea world, gold coast. alamak, gamba ni pon jiwang sey. tp takper, amik korg. huhahua.

Thursday, May 13, 2004

aku skrg kat IT Lab saje nyibuk2 ngan bdak bdak IT. they have a task to be submitted tomorrow. fazz tgk tekun buat keje, sambil pasang lagu. best gak lepak lab malam2 ni, takde orang. so, leh la buat cam umah sendiri. heheh. si rabbit tgh masyuk ngadap pc gak. tp aku tak bape sure die tgh buat per. rasenya die tgh usha2 blog die. nak tukar skin baru la tu. tukar skin cam tukar baju. =p faiez lak kat hujung sudut tu pon tgh focus gile buat keje. tak dengar sepatah suara pon. ili jugak la yg paling bersemangat skali. die tgh berusaha nak siapkan report die which due tak lama lai. i know u can do it ili!! kepada kawan2 IT ku, selamat siapkan keje ok. penting woo assignment camni eventhough weigh skit jer. skit skit lama lama jadi bukit. skrg, aku jugak la yg terkapai kapai sorg2 sbb tak tau nak buat ape. ingat tadi nak tido jer kat bilik, tp nak gak ikut. but, penat semalam tak tido still ada lagi la. lega sey dah takde assignment besar2 dah, sume sudah dihantar. skrg tinggal few quizzes and then finals. cepat nya masa berlalu!!

wocay lah, i think better aku buat sthing berfaedah skit. nak baca econ1010 lah. dah few topics tak cover lai ni. catcha later. toodles..

Sunday, May 09, 2004

ingat tak apa Mr Aziz cakap?



we, budak2 Cromwell College has been given a task to perform something representing malaysian culture during International Night this thursday. nak ikutkan hati semua orang, mmg kami malas dah nak perform2 ni. kalau during fresher year dulu, ok la. but, since malaysians (sapa lagi kalau bukan majoriti nya Petronas scholars) are the international students yg paling ramai kat sini, they really need our involvement. it doesn't matter what the performance is. so, we all the girls have decided to perform a simple 'dikir barat' which doesn't really need hard work and lots time to practise and coordinate compared to traditional dance we performed last year. BUT, we really need commitment and cooperations from each of us. Mr Aziz always mentioned about team work during his visits here. menda cam ni la kita kene ada team work. kita kene la cooperate and sit together, brainstorm, so that hasil nya bagus and berkualiti. if there is a gathering and discussion, kita jangan la skipped or missed them. bagi la cooperation for those who are incharged. then, kita datang on time. be punctual, dump away the tardiness. jangan terinfluence dengan istilah 'janji melayu' yg selalu nya lewat 30 minit ahead. so that, kita tak membuang masa kita and orang lain jugak. everyone has their own commitment, other more important things need to be done. it applies to the perspective of studies too. kalau ada study group cakap nak belajar Biology (as contoh), then belajar la Biology. tak payah la belaja History plak. kesian kat orang yang tengah semangat nak blaja Biology that time. be focus, and jangan buang masa orang yang masa tu datang nak belaja Biology. do some preparations, sit together, share thoughts and opinions, discuss topic by topic. yang tahu ajar mereka yang tak tau, jangan la kedekut ilmu. yang tak tau pulak jgn la diam saja. ask the experts, 'malu bertanya sesat jalan' kan. yang pandai, give supports kepada yang kurang. yang kurang tu, kuatkan semangat and dont give up. ini la peranan kawan... ini la jugak apa yang Mr Aziz nak from kita. dia tak nak tengok kita sorang-sorang jer dapat 7 flat, dia nak tengok semua. if one person can do it, obviously the others will also can. yang penting, TEAM WORKING. tolong-menolong la sesama kita ok. this thing will also goes to me as well. im not blaming anybody, i might also do the same mistakes. kita hanya la manusia yang lemah kan. tapi, pape pon, hari ini mesti lah lebih baik dari semalam, dan hari esok mesti lah baik dari hari ini. mari la kita berusaha untuk membaiki diri hari ke hari.. Face the challenges as opportunities. Insya Allah..

Saturday, May 08, 2004

:::belated birthday wishes:::
Wafa, UPM, Malaysia - 3 May
Che Fara, Taylors College, Malaysia - 5 May
Dottie, Indiana University, U.S.A - 7 May
Mighty - *i dont know uni*, Japan - 7 May

blog yang static??

salams everyone!~! why is it static? (curik word ni from blog najwa). sorry to all who visited my blog this whole week.. bukan takde apa nak diciter kan. satu, mmg everyone is kinda busy kan these days, assignment due berlambak gell. dua, computer ku diserang virus. actually, sampai skrg ni tak btul lagi ni. nanti tetibe jer die buat gile, pastu kene la fix again sasser worm tu. dah la skrg ni saat-saat memang kene guna pc nak buat assignment. geram btol.. sabar yer salwa.. orang yang sabar tu tergolong dalam orang-orang yg beriman.. i hope so..

uishh, tetiba terlintas dlm kepala.. aku dah 2nd year, and next year will be my final year here. masa datang sini in 2002, i was 18 years old. in fact, some of my frens were still 17. ooohh, how sweet the number is. hehehe. and skrg, aku realize aku dah pon 20 tahun 4 bulan genap today. istilah cakap 18 tahun is a teenager, while 20 tahun is yet an adult. dalam masa 2 tahun jer, istilah pon boley berubah. waah, how fast time flies. dalam masa 2 thn, what have i done? was i using the time efficiently and effectively? was i a good human-being? was i a good slave to the Creator? was i a good daughter? was i a good sister? was i a good friend? and was i such a good muslimah? wallahualam..


since most of us are currently affected by tense and pressure, also uptight and stressed.. i attach this untuk renungan dan peringatan semua termasuk diri sendiri:

"Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan,
Bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan. Kemudian apabila engkau telah selesai (sesuatu urusan), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (urusan yang lain), Dan kepada Tuhanmu sahaja hendaklah engkau berharap"
Asy-Syarh:5-8