Tuesday, September 28, 2004

here we go!!!

hye peeps!! today was quite fun. had submitted my assignment within an hour before its due. yeah, tomorrow boleh menjelajah pulau dengan tenangnya. gonna depart from here at the very morning. so by tonight dah kena packing stuffs which is the most malasest part. so, i will not be updating my blog for few days. it sure goes the same for most of my friends here. mari kita serang pulau itu. im hoping for melayu muslim to be there. well, miracles do happen ay.

hey straddie, here we come!!!!

Monday, September 27, 2004

c.e.m.b.u.r.u

apa awak rasa bila orang cemburu kat awak sbb awak buat kerja? aihh.. napa nak cemburu kan? cemburu kan tanda nya sayang. boleh apply ke ayat tu kat sini? sbb cemburu juga boleh membawa kepada sifat tak suka. bila tak suka boleh wujudkan perasaan benci. bila dah benci, macam-macam boley jadik. dari kawan pon boley jadik musuh. uwaa.. jgn la benci saya. kenapa ramai orang takut dibenci orang? takut hilang kawan kan? kenapa takut hilang kawan? sebab.... friendship is precious.


paham tak???? takpe la kalau tak paham...

Saturday, September 25, 2004

special wish for today!!!!

today, i realized that i once have a friend. we have been lost contact since ages. but, my friend will always be my friend. today is a special day for that friend.

~26th September 2004~

happy 20th birthday my friend.. where have u been?
miss good old days..

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

emak dan anak

my mom was borned on 22nd september 1955
my lil brother was borned on 22nd september 1988
today is 22nd september 2004
so, today is their birthdays!!


to my emak, Pn Maziyah Hj. Hassan selamat hari lahir! semoga dipanjangkan umur dan bertambah amal dan iman.. amin.. salwa loves you so much!!

to my lil bro, Hassan Soleh Idris, happy birthday! all the best! belaja rajin-rajin ok? kak salwa loves you so much!!



uwaa, this really makes me miss home so much.. isk isk..

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

bisik bisik corner






mcm best jugak kan kite main game telefon berantai berkarat ni version berfaedah skit. instead of passkan ayat-ayat yang merepek sometimes, jom kita isi dgn something berisi. we did pass a hadith that time. here it goes:

daripada Abu Ruqaiyyah Tamim ibn Aus al-Daarie r.a. bahawa Nabi SAW telah bersabda: agama itu adalah nasihat. kami berkata: untuk siapa? Baginda bersabda: untuk Allah, untuk kitabNya, untuk RasulNya, untuk para lmam kaum muslimin dan untuk umat lslam seluruhnya.

- Hadis riwayat al-lmam Muslim -


jom kita bisik-bisik!!!

Saturday, September 18, 2004

amarah

aku rasa marah hari ni. kenapa kah? tak baik tau marah marah ni apatah lagi kalau dekat seseorang. kita kalau terasa marah, kena ikat dekat leher... supaya ia tak turun ke hati.. biasanya marah-marah ni penyebabnya adalah hasutan syaitan.. ish, go away. occay, jangan marah-marah k? suddenly i thought of something. lately ni, im feeling so different. some feelings that you really can't share with others. am i going to..... die? hanya Allah yang tahu.. i don't know if someone else noticed this or not, but denise, you know what my feeling was that nite rite? thats why i always need people to be around me lately.. but maybe it is caused by restless or not enough rest. bkn rest secara zahirnya, tapi secara mentalnya. im thinking too much maybe.. ermmmm..


take care, salwa.
hihihi. malu.. malu gak la dengan depa ni. ingatan aku agak 'kuat' compared to them. walaupun aku bergerak so slow like tortoise while the others were quite laju tapi hari ini akhirnya alhamdulillah, i've finished my manusia. and now i have to start my hari qiamat.

go salwa go! semangat!!

Friday, September 17, 2004

hati ini

ah salwa, baik kamu diam. tu la, banyak cakap sgt. sampai orang lain pon dah salah paham dgn apa yg kamu nak sampaikan a.k.a misinterpretation...

tapi, terasa kah aku? marahkah aku bila pandangan ku tidak diterima? tapi, maksud aku sebenarnya lain. aikk, apa tapi-tapi ni? seribu satu alasan diberi.

aku tau la kamu ni anak sulung (tak semestinya anak sulung ni means in family jer kan? sbb ada org misterpret it. hehe.) tapi kena lah menerima ketidak setujuan anak-anak yang lain. well, i hate being bossy. so, i accept it...

malah dalam usul ke 6 oleh Imam Hassan Al- Banna ada menyebut, pendapat manusia boleh diterima dan ditolak kecuali kata-kata Rasulullah S.A.W.

siapalah aku ni yang berharap pendapat ku diterima bulat bulat. waallahualam.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

teratak ku..

Satu ketika di satu hari, sedang bapa saudara ku meneruskan kelas harian mengaji nya di hadapan anak-anak muridnya, aku duduk di satu sudut di teratak berbudi sambil menyirup kopi.

Dan tiba-tiba terlintas di fikiranku, "Boleh tak kalau aku hanya duduk saja di teratak ini dan teruskan mengaji sampai ku khatam beberapa kali dan ulang dan ulang saja bacaan ku sampai aku yakin aku boleh mengajar orang lain pulak. Lepas tu, aku rasa bagaikan mahu terus menetap di teratak itu selamanya dan tinggalkan sekolah ku, tinggalkan semua yang mengikat ku dan lupakan apa yang ada di sekeliling ku kecuali aku dan teratak itu dan isi di dalamnya yang sungguh berharga."

Kemudian aku berdiam diri sejenak.

Aku menyambung,"ahh, sanggupkah aku menghadapi dunia luar yang penuh pancaroba sebab jika aku hanya menetap di teratak itu kan senang, bapa saudaraku ada. sepupu-sepupu ku ada".

Aku masih berfikir. Aku masih terus berfikir. Akhirnya, aku membuat keputusan untuk tabah menghadapi segala dugaan yang bakal ditempuhi. di samping itu, tugas aku sebagai khalifah di muka bumi ini untuk membawa aku dan orang lain ke jalan Allah. kalau aku tak keluar, bagaimana aku nak menyampaikan apa yang aku sudah pelajari.

Lagipun, aku ingat Allah ada berkata yang Dia tidak akan menguji hamba Nya selagi mana hamba Nya mampu untuk menempuhnya. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pencipta dan Penyayang.



~hasil nukilan: awlasitairus '04~




Friday, September 10, 2004

hidup vs mati??

quiz vs nandos
studies vs meeting
assignment vs paperwork
mocha vs hot choc
lelaki vs perempuan
tenang vs marah
telefon jatuh vs diari jatuh
sistematik vs kelam kabut

ermm.. ini lah dunia..

dunia vs akhirat

have u done your job, salwa??

sabar vs putus asa / tak sabar / bunuh diri - nauzubillah..

"Sungguh akan dibayar upah (pahala) orang-orang yang sabar itu dengan tiada batas hitungan." Az- Zumar:10

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

synonymity

i reckon my name has been associated with bee since dulu lagi. the history started during zaman skolah2. haha. masa junior, mmg normal la minat2 senior ni. and of course la ada nickname so that they won't know that u are admiring them and senang la nak refer to that particular person without saying her name. poyo nyer bila ingat balik dolu dolu.. ;) and incidentally, ader la senior ni admired by me and we called her lebah. after that, terus la melekat namer salwa_bee sampai la sekarang. disebabkan name salwa mesti ada bee, and the fact that i started to so into bees, so every time my birthday ker or any celebration ker sure mostly ppl will give me presents/cards that resemble bees.


sebahagian daripada collections and mostly are gifts from people


since 4 months from now insya Allah genaplah saya bertambah umur lagi, i was thinking of changing my salwa_bee to other names la plak. salwa_handbag ker salwa_flowers ker salwa_sportsgirl ker (suke gell new sportsgirl collection). hehehe. nanti kot kot org kasik handbag lak nanti.. hihihih.. punya la materialistic. ingat salwa, harta itu sementara jer... dan kita kena menginfakkan harta ke jalan yg betul dgn tujuan mendapatkan keredhaan Allah.. well, i was just kidding. i did appreciate every single thing people gave to me eventho its just a piece of note or a line of words. yup, thoughts that really count. to all my friends out there, thanks for still remembering me. thanks for letting me stay in your heart. love you.

//btw, the same goes to jawatan bendahari / treasurer. since sekolah sampai sekarang, memang dinominate and diassociate dengan that role. muka saya ni memang muka $$$$$$. if there is anything to do with money or financial, memang carik saya. apa kata korg kasik saya jadik setiausaha lak ker? ketua sukan ker? hehehe. its a very challenging job to look after the money that don't belong to you. thanks for the trust people.

toodles.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

math+econ = mathematical economics

tomorrow will be my last paper for all mid sem exams i have to sit. dah lama aku tinggalkan math and now its back again. but, math is still interesting. even pening skit la. ermmm, i was stuck jugak dgn differentiation tadik. blom masuk integration lai. ish, menggeletar tetiberr.. seram.. wish me luck.

huda-ku is 21 today!! selamat ulang tahun! semoga diberkati Allah..

Monday, September 06, 2004

wrap up!~!

salams everyone. whats happening in brisbane? at last Petronas AGM (anual general meeting) for new committee election berjaya dilaksanakan juga last friday. it was successfully conducted by fariq, ex-president and followed by hanif, new mr president. to all committee members, congratulations and all the best in memajukan kelab dan scholars :) go PQSA go! (ker PSQA? hehe)

persatuan pelajar-pelajar melayu queensland (PPMQ) had organised a bacaan yasin, AGM (as well?) and merdeka celebration the next day, saturday. kehadiran di waktu pagi sangat sedikit kerana mungkin orang tak terbangun pagi untuk baca yasin. ermm, kalau tengok wayang, terbangun jer. ironi... bila hari makin siang, mula la nampak kelibat ramai orang datang untuk makan tengah hari followed by sambutan merdeka. saya terpaksa menarik diri awal kerana ada a few other commitments menanti.. thanks kak kasih for the bunga tu.. cantik..

then, drove up to musolla for halaqah organised by FAMSY. it's my first time been there, we've been discussing a few issues - working for Islam is a responsibility, not a privilege. and i found this halaqah interesting because in a way i can improve my lameness of english eventhough tak byk pon berckp that time. semoga istiqamah..

another big event that night. probably biggest of the week or century maybe. hehe. thanks to organizers and our supportive guests. thanks to tuan rumah, the cook, the interior designer, the waiter, the driver, the entertainer and of course to everyone who involved directly and indirectly. great participations, kewl and sporting aksi, nice oneee. give a hand to all. ms huda, nice working with you too. ;) since that night is ili's bday, here is a special wish to you my dear, selamat hari lahir..


event apakah ini?? simpan jadi kenangan di hati..



yesterday was sunday. happy birthday kak kay! well, a good family friend of mine came here for a honeymoon with her hubby. ingat nak pegi city jumpa kak suhaili and abang zul there. coincidentally, kum is abg zul's cousin. i realized that by reading her blog. then, we straight away planned to meet up sesame kat city n both of us bawak them to south bank (mane lagi nak pegi kan?) and then, i have to rush back home and kum played her part very well as a tourist guide sorg2. nice hanging out with you, kum..


kum, kak suhaili n me in all green without planned!!!!!


that's all.. catcha later.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

ketuk aku!

salwa oh salwa, kenapa engkau malas? macam mana engkau tak malas, syaitan goda aku, syaitan goda aku.. kenapa aku makin malas? tolong ketuk skit kepala ni. aku nak jadik pandai, so tak boleh malas-malas. buat rakan ku yang seorang, you are my guardian and i adore you. please let me know if im malas. paksa aku untuk jadik tak malas. kalau tak, aku tersungkur lagi.. kesimpulan, jangan malas la salwa!!!

Friday, September 03, 2004

any problems?

am i having such probs?
or someone else is having a problem?
what am i thinking right now?
should i figure out what my problems are?
argh, i need solutions.


bersabar la wahai salwa..